18 October 2010

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it


I can't live in a space without demonstrative love. 

I need to feel wanted.  Not just needed, but wanted.

I need to be liked and I don't just need to be liked, I need to know that I'm liked, via words and actions.

I tried.

I moved to Chico to try to 'make things work' and I tried.

I was pregnant and scared and alone. 

I was doing without quite a bit of accustomed friendship and support.

But it was the lack of affection that truly crushed me.

That's how I ended up all hidden and wrapped inside of myself.

I need affection.
30 Days of Truth

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